U & Me!!!

i wish you were here right beside me...

hold my hands and look into my eyes...

 full of love... a smile on your lips...

holding me close to say i'm yours...

kissing me soft to say you love me...

playing with my hair to say i'm beautiful...

hugging me tight to say you miss me...

standing so close that you can breathe my breath...

looking into my eyes to say i'm the one...

dancing around with me to say i'm everything to you...

sitting so close to me to say i mean a lot to you...

i know this would happen some day...

and wen i does i would be the happiest i will EVER be...

-gjd-  

looking at things perfectly...

missing you!!!

LoVe My LoRd!!!

24th march 2009

today was one of those not so boring days!!! yup... i was reading my book and was so into it... it is so interesting... though a few of my silly frends like berry,sneh,gj and lucky dont think so... who cares?!? they are jus jealous... wow i dunno how i come up with these stuff... am brilliant... no need to comment on that world known truth... lol... so oh yeah its roshni's bday and she is turning sixteen!!! cant belev my sister has grown so old... me and her have become real close the last time she came here... wich was during the christmas hols... we had gr8 fun... we slept only at 2 everynite... and always sed gud mrng  before we slept... lol... miss her loads... was chatting wid her in the noon...

 and she was telling about her bday bash nxt weekend... she is making everyone dress up in something or someone staring with the letter r for roshni... and wen she told gj this... he decided to wear his reebok t shirt and shoes... cos he cant dress in anything freaky... especially since he is hostel... lol... he is such a... *no comments* so oh yeah...i continued reading my book wich was so interesting... and tring! tring! my phone rang... i so dint wana pick it up... but since my dad cudnt stand my ringtone... i apparantly had to... and twas mounitha... god!!! i was in no mood for the fone.. unfortunately... i kinda wasted 20mins... i began to miss my book so much... wen i told it to her... she began to react like the above mentioned freaks!!! whom i cal friends... dont get offeded guys... u still are my best friends... 

then i went into the bedroom to irritate deepak... wich is my most favourite pastime... apparantly he hates my book as well :( how can he... not that i cared... mum and dad arrived tada! and mum started her lecure about cleaning my book shelf... she has been desperatly wanting me to clean it... but i havnt and she rages bout it everyday... had dinner and prayed... then i contd wid my book... at 10 30 my dad went of to sleep... i was up till 11 and my mum comes out of the room to tell me to go to bed... i so dint want to... but i went... couldnt sleep... was thinking of wat wud happen nxt in the story... jus then my fone vibrates under my pillow... 

i had a msg from gj... who was apparantly jobless... to ask me if i was awake... and wanted me to call so i got up from my bed and came out of the room... careful not to wake my parents up... and called... he told hi... i sed hang on... cos i thot my mum woke up... but she dint... wen i peeped at my fone the line got cut... i tried again but twas switched off... then i went to bed again... after 20mins he called again... and sed he called to say bye... people are so funny... called to say bye... how cool!!! unforunately there was no charge in his fone so yeah... 

i so felt like reading my book... but i knew i wud by kicked by my mum... so i decided not to... 

i went and lay on my bed next to deepak... i had no idea why deep was stroking my hair but anyway... in the middle of the nite he sat up straight and shouted "DIVYA!" and slept again... that sounded so funny to me that i started laughing silently.... he got so irritated that he started shouting... he was like "are you mad?!? are you mad?!?" i was laughing my lungs out... i seriously dint kno why i was laughin so hard... then i was too tired to even think of anything... and so i slept... hugging my pillow tight... :)

-gjd-

missing you loads!!!

you're the one who makes me draw those stupid hearts in my book...

love makes life beautiful!!!

nice one!!!

23rd march 2009

today is sneha's bday!!! wished her in the morning at 6... though she was half asleep lol... was online the whole morning... chatting wid a few sboa friends... and oh yeah at around 12 in the noon left to go to connexions...beryl finished singing with her mike and joined me and esh at connexions...  me,eshu,sana and berry planned to buy a gift 4 sneha and pick up benita since she finished nly today and give the gift to sneha... so yeah we managed to buy a card and a showpiece... twas nyc!!! i bought the book which ive been wanting to read for years... memoirs of geisha... guess that was the best thing dat happened all day... we dropped the gift off at sneha's place and we all went to marry brown... kavya joined us... twas fun... the bedjks group also came after a while... we had some burger and french fries... and left... 

i waited for lakiya... and after she came the both of us went to arun ice creams... and had some ice cream them we went to see maths miss... we were talking to her for like an hour or so... and then we left... we walked through the park and walked till blue star and the somehow reached home... i was so excited about the book that i forgot i was tired... i was reading it for like an hour... then had dinner and watched some tv... prayed and then continued to read my book... till around 11 45... i went and lay on my bed and gj called at 12... i came out and was talking for half an hour... about school exams and stuff... wen i started about my book he got so irritated... i cant belev how ppl can live without books... bcos i so can't!!! was txting sneha a lil earlier and she sed the same thing... oh yeah.. his science exam is on 28th of this month so wished him luck... then we were talking about jus random stuff... since tomorrow is roshni's bday.. he asked me to wish her... and i went to bed... that book was so awesome... i was thinking about it and then slipped into sleep... 

 gjd

You’re the one my heart longs for…

 Everything I do reminds me of you

Every time I think it is about you

Every word I say is about you

You are my everything…

Thinking of you

Smiling secretly

Wishing you were here

Beside me

To say you love me…

 I don’t think of you always…

I think of you only when my heart beats…

samson.serena.deborah.deepak.david.divya

(the cousin picture!!! though a few of them are missing...)

roshni and me... my best cousin on earth!!! miss you loads rosh...

deborah.deepak.me 

me.mercy.anu.ashu

miss u guys a lot!!!

beryl.me.anisah.sahana.christa

anisah.Mrs.beena.beryl.me.christa.sahana

                                              benita.eshu.sahana.beryl.me.anisah.deborah

Miss u…

Sitting by the window

Watching the rain outside

Thinking of the past

Sheding a tear

Wishing you were here

Right beside me…

Just as you were

Sometime ago…

     When you are beside me

The whole world looks BeAuTiFuL…

  Thinking of you

Smiling secretly

Wishing you were here

Beside me

To say you love me…

 -gjd-

      UNEXPRESSIBLE FEELINGS

I can feel joy leaping in my heart

When I look into your eyes…

I lose myself when I look at your smile…

I cannot control myself from looking at you

When you silently pass by…

I hesitantly talk to you cause I know not what to speak…

I look at you from the corner of my eye

Secretly wishing you would look at me…

But when you do I act like I don’t know you…

I watch your dark black hair cover your eye

And I wish I could come and blow it away…

But I am not sure whether I can stand the sparkle in your eye…

I look at your lips which are dark and dusky

And wish you would kiss me someday…

I wish to place my hand on your chest

And hear it beating in my name…

I lie down in my bed

Thinking of you lying beside me…

Which comforts me and makes me feel happy…

I walk beside your footprints

Wishing someday we will walk together hand in hand…

                                                          - gjd 

22nd march 2009

today wasnt dat bad... i went to church in the morning... was leading singing in sunday skl.... twas fun.. i met my boyfriend... ;) yup... his name is sam... he is damn cute!!! and he is 4 yrs old... hehehe... shocked eh?!? i love kids to the core... they are relli cute!!! cant wait to take vbs this year... i will be a beginner class teacher along wid my friend and we get to hang out with a bunch of cute kids... isnt that cool... i jus cant wait... 

    um... and yeah... gj hasnt been calling for a while... since he got caught up wid skl... that nerd... probably studying science and forgot me... :( am his best friend... (not that he cares though!!) oh yeah!!! he sent some chocolates for me... actually not some... a lot... i dont eat much of chocolates but he is a chocoholic!!! seriously... 

   sajiv and swetha dropped in today... was chatting wid them for a while... was in the opp flat from 5 to 5 30 in the eve... listening to some misic... cos my hous was so noisy... 

   i sent a mail to gj...not that he will be able to see it... but let him after his exams.. it is like a routin for me to talk to him... that is why... beryl called... we were talking for a while... about  sneha's bday wich is tomorrow... 

i was writnig some poems as well... will write them down later...

will update mor stuff later...

am really hungry now and gotta go.. so byie!!!

gjd

                    my best friend beryl... gonna miss her loads... especially since school is over... :(
                                             we are so alike... in everything we do... 

20th march 2009

today has been really boring!!! supposed to be the first day of my holidays... but am not really enjoying it... have been online all day. not knowing wat to do... i cant belev i have finished my schooling though... feels like i jus enterd school... most importantly there is no television... apparantly i am going CRAZY!!!

 in the morning me and beryl  decided that we must waste time... we tried sleeping late... but woke up at seven itself... plan 1:failed... we tried goin online and wasting time... but the internet stopped working!!! no tv either...

can anything else go wrong we thot?!? so we finally decided to eat and sleep... 

i violated her orders and opened this blog!!! 

oh wait!! i forgot to introduce the few other important people... my dog fluffy is the cutest dog in the world...  my brother the most irritating human in the world... my best friend as well... my other best friend gerrit(gj)... rite now he is writing his exams and is stuck in the hostel... so yeah.. he finishes by 30th of this month... then there is sajiv... who called me this afternoon and was talking for an hour... he lives down the road... he jus entered my house... he enjoys irritating me just like gj.... then comes swetha... me and her go a long way bak... about 8 years of friendship... 

she hasnt been showing up much lately wonder why?!? 

my parents... yup.. the people i am most grateful to in this world... i love them a lot... and i thank God for giving me such great parents...most of all i love my lord....he is my best friend... closer to me than anyone els... i tell him everything about me... everyday.... i know jesus and i am happy about it...

hmm... g2g... will update later...

gjd